The Blessings of Bankruptcy

There are many types of bankruptcy:
There is moral bankruptcy when a person trades their values for a price
There is emotional bankruptcy where there is a deficit of feelings in a relationship with others or self
There is spiritual bankruptcy where someone craves meaning, fulfilment and purpose in their life ,or their business, and
Then there is financial bankruptcy which is when someone is financially unable to repay a debt, and therefore pays the price, of having no money.
If you had to experience one of the above points, which would you choose?
I would much rather have no money than no soul.
I would rather have no money than no feelings.
And I would rather have no money than no purpose in my life.
And then sometimes you had better be careful what you wish for as you might just get it!
It is ten years to the day since my husband and my life